I don’t know how I’m going to make it.
I have completely exhausted my savings and available liquidity.
Thanksgiving is less than a week away. Rent is due after that.
Work has been so slow I don’t know how I’m going to pay ANY of my bills.
I also have to have new car insurance by December 5, which is sure to be another several hundred dollars.
I don’t think I’m going to make it. I’ve been drained dry and those greedy fucks that call themselves family want more more more more more.
I cannot survive on making $25 a day from driving and then having to put 10-15 of that in my gas tank.
Something has to change.
This can’t go on. The only light I have is the job interview I have on monday.
I have to get this job. Otherwise, I’m going to drown.
There won’t be anything I can do to stop things from getting worse.
I’m out of acceptable options. All I have left are unacceptable options.
The only acceptable option is to ace this interview and get the job. Nothing else bears contemplation.
I know that realistically I can get a regular job around here, but it won’t be in time to do what needs to be done.